As I stepped into the car I had this question, and I wanted the Lord to speak to me about it. So I put up this song ‘speak to me‘, and as it was playing I was just drinking in His presence. This song is so touching and just moves me when it plays, it sends me right into the heart of the Lord.
While the song was playing I was thinking where are you Jesus
The song that was playing was ‘Fall Afresh‘ from Kari Jobe. I was driving towards church, I could not sense or feel it, but as I put my hand on the right passenger seat I could imagine that the Lord put his hand on my hand. It was not that I felt His hand on my hand but I could imagine it. There was this knowing that his hand was on my hand.
I had asked the Lord to help me recognize his presence, so here it was as I stepped into the car.
And then it dawned on me that His love is not measured by our circumstances, how we feel, how we think, how we believe.. No His love is eternal, always, unending, infinite, unconditional.
I could especially feel that best when the song let it rain was playing. At the picture of me standing arms open, eyes closed, the rain looked like tiny, very thin beams of light. A small little rose heart appeared and dissapeared whenever any of these beams landed on my skin.
You may be feeling down or you may be feeling as if the Lord has neglected you, or that He has abandoned you, or He is far away, but as you read this I hope that you see that He is always there.
He’s always at your side seeing what you feel and what you go through, what you have done. As long as we care to sit down and meet him face-to-face, He will come through for us, clean us up and make us ready to go out again. What’s important is our hearts attitude. It is then when we can come with a repentant heart and be fixed. He can mend any broken heart, any dissappointment, any lie, any doubt He can take away, and fill you until overflowing.