Last night I was working on the final things of my internship report. And after sending it I went to sleep. I saw my professor in a dream discussing things with me, which I couldn’t answer all. I don’t know what it means.. And in the morning after prayer I set up some songs by kari jobe and just worshipped and enjoyed the moment with the Lord.
At times I could see my self walking towards the Lord and He towards me and we would start dancing. We were here in the living room, and all of a sudden in a palace ball room adorned with gold everywhere. He has a royal atire and I had a white wedding dress. I looked more like a lady, but anyways. I was enjoyingthe dance and His presence, at times tears were starting to form. It was one of themost lovely times we spend together.
Now that I have more time on my hand, I will definitely ask the Spirit to do this more often with me. Thank you Lord for the amazing and wonderful time. I had so missed this freedom of worship and release from the world. I am very sorry of all these businessess of the world, they really swallow up time.
“You cannot begin to imagine the joy you brought Me today by dancing and enjoying My presence. It means the world to Me to be able to dance and sing to My bride. So much is misunderstood about the love with which the people are loved. If only My people would allow Me to lavish My love on them, they wouldn’t need the superficial fulfilments of the world to make them feel happy. Oh my bride how besutiful you are to me. Don’t take this time away from Me, please come early, come earnestly, come and let Me fill you for your day.”
Lord I confess I have neglected these times, for what had seemed more important stuff. I am so sorry Lord, please forgive me. Help me to be able to resist this world more and more, and draw closer to you each day. I have noticed the nights of worship don’t really seem to workon me. Eventhough I know you still flood me with graces and love in those moments. When I come to you like this in the high timeof the day, I am more aware of your presence and not in a constant battle with sleep.
“My grace accomplishes everything dearest. I know your struggles, I know your weaknesses. That is why I am so grateful for the times you try so hard. I cannot do anything else than to rush to your side and gaze in to yourlovely eyes when they are fixed upon Me. Oh how marvelous you are my people. How beautiful you are to Me. Not one of you can be replaced. You are My unique bride. I never create 2 things that are the same. I am infinitely creative, never bored to copy and paste. When I make something, I make it with pleasure and the hope it will come back to Me with thanksgiving, praise and worship. It is because everything is a part of Me. I find pleasure and rejoicing in everything I create. How much in the crown of My creation, those fashioned in My own image. Of these My brides most resemble Me, in charity, purity, holiness and obedience. When one of these looks in My way My heart melts with love for them. Oh the pleasure I find in their sight, in their company, in their thoughts towards Me. Truly I am blessed and the fruits of the seeds that I have sown in the earth are pleasant before Me. You are My heaven on earth My brides.”
Lord I pray You would allow more of your people to come to the understanding of Your love towards them. So that they would stop seeking for acceptance when they are accepted already as they are.
“That is why I am teaching you My dear, and many around the world, to teach My sheep about My love, how to recognize My voice and start cultivating a loving relationship with Me. Yes you are already becoming a shepherd. You may think you are still a sheep, but you have been given so much. You need to start putting these in practice beloved. There are many sheep which are hungry. And I have given you food to feed them. Will you pick up your responsibility and do it?”
Lord I’m sorry for being so lazy and irresponsible and insecure. With your grace and help I will manage. Please don’t lift your presence from me. Help me Lord for I am weak in speach
“I will help you My dear, be attentive to your surroundings. I will send sheep, I give you the grace to recognize the sheep I send you. I want you to teach in love, without condemnation, with utmost respect of the one before you. With humilty, purity and holiness. Not by might, nor by strength, but by My spirit you will succeed My love.”
I will Lord. I know it is you Lord, but I don’t want to get side tracked or mislead. Would you please grant me one confirmation in the bible promises book?
I opened to Help in Troubles:
These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. (John 16:33 KJV)
Wow Lord your confirmations sure are sharp haha. Always to the right point. I will do as you have asked Lord. Lord I alsohave two questions. What should I do when my brother asks me to play with Him? And what are these dreams with my professor? Is it about a job they are going to provide me?
At that moment this verse was quickened to me:
And whosoever shall compel thee to go a mile, go with him twain. Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn not thou away.
But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;
That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. (Matthew 5:41-42, 44-45 KJV)
And I asked the Lord for a confirmation. And I opened to Lying:
A false witness shall not be unpunished, and he that speaketh lies shall not escape. (Proverbs 19:5 KJV)
Oke so that one was not from the Lord. So Lord please show me in the bible promises book what it is I should do when my brother is asking me to play a game. I opened to Help in troubles:
The Lord also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble. (Psalms 9:9 KJV)
Oke so that means to resist playing. And how about the dream with my professor Lord? I opened to Obedience:
Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. (Matthew 5:19 KJV)
I did not entirely get what the Lord meant here. So I used the rhema page on the Heartdwellers website three times and I received these three:
- Saint James
- Prophet Jeremiah
- coming soon
After reading the first chapter of the book of James, I found it to be all about meekness, and to be of a humble mind. That was also the point in Matthew 5 as the Lord had given me. So knowing these, I figured it had to do with my humility in all things. Because pride can have a nasty sting to it. And I was asking the Lord for more humility. He is using these verses to teach me to be of a humble mind. I will Lord I will, by your grace I will.