Today as I was praying for mercy on the world, following the divine mercy chaplet, I had an idea that the Lord wanted to talk to me. I asked the Lord for confirmation in the bible promises book that I should stop praying, I opened to lust..
So it was not the Lord, as I thought. The devil wants to stop this prayer at all costs. The Lord confirmed that in the bible promises book, it was not his spirit, but a lust of the flesh.
after the prayer, I opened the bible promises book again, this time to the same page..
and opened again, to “God’s love”. This passage was in both cases:
But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us, Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved:) And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus: That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. (Ephesians 2:4-7 KJV)
Lord thank you for clearing that one up, knowing that I am saved by grace and not by works is a relaxing and reassuring thought. So if you will, Lord, speak to me. Don’t let it be my own understanding, or thoughts or the enemy speaking to me.
At that point I was overwhelmed by 2 or 3 voices haha.
‘I am right here my dearest.’
Lord I know that you are always close, but sometimes its just feels you are distant, or unreachable.. Why is the enemy so mean…
‘You said well beloved, your enemy does not rest. He goes around like a lion, seeking whom he may devour. He knows that his time is short, so whatever he can break, he will. As I have said, the enemy is terrified of the fact that there are those walking around who have a way to communicate with me, and to confirm that it truly is me. So they will do everything to stop them, kill them, or destroy them. But I will not allow it. I have promised to protect my people from destruction, and I will do it. Do not be afraid of the terror by night, it shall not come near you *.’
Lord you are truly my rock and hope. When I look around, I see no occasion for hope, at all. All is a barren wasteland, so it seems. And the only place that gives me peace is right here at your feet, or in your arms in worship and prayer.
‘That is right beloved, you are beginning to see the world and its empty promises, empty glories and silly occupations. What most regard as success, wealth, prosperity is the same thing that gets men drowned in sorrow. The enemy is good at showing all things that you seem to ‘lack’. Therefore completely taking your attention away from the blessings and joys i have provided you with in this moment. He will make you feel like your car is not good enough, your house is not big enough, your tv is not flat enough, your laptop is not fast enough, your phone is too old, your children are not well dressed enough.’
‘Instead, you may be thinking: I am blessed to have a car, tv, house, laptop, accommodation food, clothing. And instead of being content and praising God, he will cause you to run after the things that pertain to this world. And the end of it is complete abandonment of God and a sinful life of devour and conquer.’
At this point I was getting a bit restless, I wanted to make sure it was the Lord.
I opened the bible promises book prayerfully to “God’s Love” and this verse stood out:
The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17 KJV)
I’m sorry Lord but i just had to confirm. You told us that the enemy would try to deceive us.
‘You do well to observe my child, but rest assured. I have no evil planned against you. I will come to you when you call, I will hear before you speak. I will answer before you pray. Because I know what you need. I know what you are enduring, because I likewise endured the temptations of the world. In me you shall have peace, but in the world, temptations and tribulations. But be of good joy* for I have overcome the world.'
‘And truly in Me you are safe. Truly Truly, my people shall not see death. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? I will be your plagues, I will be your destruction! Repentance shall be hid from mine eyes. I will clothe my people with righteousness from above. I will clothe them with white linnen, though their sins be as scarlet. I will wash them and sprinkle clean waters on them. They shall be my people, and I shall be their God. Their tears will I wipe away. Their works shall flourish before me. This will I do, so that all shall see what I have in store for them that love Me. I the Lord have promised it, and I will do it!’
‘Bear with me my beloved, bear with me. This is my darkest hour. The events that will take place will separate me from a portion of my beloved children. I will never be able to hold them again. I will never be able to comfort them again, because they kept denying my free invitation. I gave my all for them, yet they denied to receive the gift. And soon it will be too late for them. Oh how cruel this moment is Shahin. It is like the moment of the cross all over again. The joy of receiving my people in to my arms for ever, and the loss I have to endure for ever.’
I am so sorry Lord that you have to go through this. I can close my eyes and not look but you cannot, you see and cannot hide your eyes from them. How terrible and hurtful that truly is.
‘Truly my beloved, it is almost unbearable even for me. To see such a huge portion of my people, whom I created in my own image, with special gifts, special places in my heart, that will be unoccupied for ever.’
At this point I could feel that the Lord burst in tears, I just can’t imagine the hurt and pain He must endure right now.
‘Tell them my beloved, tell them I am waiting, I am hurting and longing for their fellowship with Me. I am waiting with pain in My heart for them. Don’t bring the people religion My love, bring them Me. Bring them My living words, My love and patience, My forgiveness, and My mercy. Reflect Me in this My dove. Be My mirror to them. I bless you now with a heart to love My way, to forgive My way, to pray My way: Father, forgive them, they know not what they do.'
 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. (John 16:33 KJV)
 Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots. (Luke 23:34)