Today as I came to the Lord for His company, I put up worship songs of Kari jobe and I was there with Him, He reached out an arm to me and drew me to Himself. Then we had a wonderful time together. Me looking in His eyes and He in mine, He holding me close to Him and we were just enjoying eachothers’ presence.
I told Him, Lord there is nothing hidden from you, so I come to You as I am. Sorry for taking so long to come to you. Your presence is so comforting me.
He said: ‘indeed so My beloved, your presence is comforting me as well.‘ And I could just feel that our hearts were connected.
At that time the song was also saying ‘cast down your cares at my feet’. And I told the Lord: Lord I feel the cares of Your heart and the things you have to endure in the coming weeks. Please if I can only for a small portion give you comfort, use me. And I could see a mountain landscape near the sea and I knew it had to do with the devestation that is coming towards the earth.
And now as I am typing, I said: Lord I feel I was duped by the enemy in guilt and led astray by that occurrence of giving yesterday.
He said: ‘Beloved nothing you give out of a pure heart will not be counted worthy of a reward. It is when you seek glory for it that your reward in heaven is already ‘wasted’.‘
wasted? I asked.
‘Yes wasted, it is written, lay up treasures where moth doth not corrupt, where thieves do not break in to steal. Your rewards for the things you did on the earth are just that. For it is written: It is certain that we have not carried anything in to this life, and that we carry nothing out. Therefore it is better to give than to receive. in giving, you humble yourself, in receiving you do glory. There is nothing wrong with glorying in a helpful brother, but a humble spirit keeps himself piped down, meek and envieth not.‘
‘Do not grow weary in well-doing, beloved. Even in these last hours of your stay on the earth. Enjoy these last days as you do the things I have set before you, giving thanks to the Father always. And Pray beloved, pray for mercy.
Pray for the broken, pray for the lost, pray for those that are seeking, pray for the hopeless ones, pray for the proud, pray for the meek, pray for the sick, pray for the needy, pray for the believer and non believer, Judgement is coming my love, and it saddens me that those beautiful souls have to go through this all. I sent them prophets, I sent them guides and teachers, some they killed, some they scourged, others they martyred, some they tortured. How perverse is this generation. After all these mercies I keep showering them, they still refuse to accept me, and humble themselves under my mighty hand.‘
‘If there was any other way I would have done so, beloved. I seek to forgive, to bless, to mend and to repair. I want good for My people, blessings, abundance for their lives. But they refuse My counsel, My advise, My attempts to convict them that there is something wrong. Instead they give ear to lying spirits, deceiving voices, they hearken to destructive conversation. Making them to follow after wealth, and abundance in which is no satisfaction.‘
This scripture was quickened to me: Those that seek abundance shall not be satisfied with increase.
He that loveth silver shall not be satisfied with silver; nor he that loveth abundance with increase: this is also vanity. (Ecclesiastes 5:10 KJV)
‘But I will keep trying, I will keep knocking, I will keep on ringing the bell. Hoping that they once open to me, that they once accept me. So that I can give them life, life everlasting. Nothing in the world can give what I have in store for those that love me. Those that humble themselves before me. I am a loving God. When I came to earth, I did not come to destroy, to accuse, to condemn, NO. I came to give myself as a ransom for many. So that they may see my love, with which I have loved them. That I was willing to accept all ridicule, all hardship, all scorn, all sorrows, all persecutions. I am willing to suffer anything just to show people who I am. That I seek to love, bless, increase.
Oh my people when will you see that it is not me that is seeking to destroy, to kill, to steal, to bring in bondage. It is your enemy that is lying to you. It is the same reason why he rebelled against me. He is madly jealous of the love with which I love you. Do not listen to the lies and come to Me. Try me and I will show you my mercies. I will shower you with blessings of peace, abundance of life. I will bless you with my presence, my council, my Spirit.‘
At this time I was beginning to have doubts whether it truly was the Lord talking, I just wanted a confirmation. I opened the Bible promises book to “Grace, Growth in” to:
The Lord will perfect that which concerneth me: Thy mercy, O Lord, endureth forever: forsake not the works of thine own hands. (Psalm 138:8 KJV)
Sorry Lord that I had doubts. But I really wanted to be sure that it was You and not a familiar spirit.
‘Beloved you are starting to discern my voice better. Discernment is crucial beloved. Bodily exercise profitheth little; but godliness profiteth much. How I wish to be with my people always. How I send them gifts of my love during their days. And O how sweet is their reaction when they respond to it. How joyful I am when I see my brides rejoicing in the small things I sent them. Come my people, Come and sit down at my feet. I will water you, so that you do not thirst anymore. I will care for you, as a Father cares for His son.‘
Like as a father pitieth his children, so the LORD pitieth them that fear him. (Psalm 103:13 KJV)
‘Come to me before it is too late. You know it, you feel it inside that there is something lacking, something missing. Something is just off and you sense this in your spirit. I am calling to you from within you. I am calling to you, Spirit to Spirit. No amount of eating, drinking, partying, smoking, watching movies, playing games, entertainment, amusement, worldly lusts or any other thing will satisfy your needs. There is no fulfilment in creation for you. You were ment to be fulfilled in me the Creator. Creation and Creator becoming one. That was my intention from the Start. That is why I came to earth to regain that which was lost in the process of creation. What sin had destroyed I repaired by my own blood. Come my beloved people, let me wash you clean. Though your sins are as scarlet, they will be as white as wool.‘
Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. (Isaiah 1:18 KJV)
‘I have forgiven you already, now come and accept my invitation of intimacy. I am calling to you for a relationship, not a service. See I have now called you friends. the servant knows not the will of the master, but I call you friends. For you know my will.‘
Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you. (John 15:15 KJV)
And that was the end of our conversation.